

Depression I am depressed.Depression by ~jen02
My soul is down at the ends of the earth,
My soul wallows in the dearth.
I remain in the hollow fields of shame,
I remain in life's twit and maim.
I am deprived of happiness that is to share;
I am staying in my own nightmare.
Only hallucination there is to see;
Of only these thoughts, I cannot breathe.


Prayer O Lord,Prayer by ~jen02
Please be my light when everything else gets dark;
Please be my yoke when everything else gets difficult;
Please be my rain when everything else gets dry;
Please be my spring when everything else gets barren;
Please be my fullness when everything else gets empty.
Please, o Lord, shine the hope you share,
Lay on me your conscience bare.
That I may live when sufferings strike
In sin's unfairly smiting bite!


Dead Stars Dead stars glisten in the night sky.Dead Stars by ~jen02
Never wondered how and never wondered why
I came to gaze that once reigned the sky
And never even wondered asking why.
At first I never noticed that's stars were aglow,
Shining down light years below.
And yet when they died, still left aglow,
Never noticing them from below.
Though it's been painful, still I am amazed
That these dead stars are still left ablaze
From the night sky that continue to amaze
The gazer's enthusiasm that continues to ablaze.
And before I'll realize the stars are dead
That I continue to gaze overhead,
I will still awe at the beauty the beauty that is


Light After months and months of infinite sorrowLight by ~jen02
Sealed in suffering and pain,
Skin so cold, soul so hollow
The company of loneliness is gained.
Suddenly, one day, the ground seemed to quake;
The rock above me suddenly shaked.
Cracks appeared some parts are falling;
Is this my end? Or is this another calling?
Parts fell down and I saw some light,
Finally something illumined my sight.
I began climbing up but I still fell down,
I still looked up, hoping for another.
More parts fell down and I saw more light;
My pit of sorrow suddenly became bright.
At that moment my skin became warm
I felt like I was far from harm.
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